I believe that everything happens for a reason. Good or bad, He has a reason. I have always believed that there was a reason that I went through what I did as a child. For a short time in my late 20′s I was seeing a therapist. She spent time trying to convince me that [...]
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Apr
05
2012
By Dream with Magic!
This memory is a little vague because I was very young. I was about 7 or 8 and I had done something to make mom mad. I was so scared and my Grandparents only lived about a mile away, so I ran all the way to my Grandparents house. Mom arrived shortly after in the [...]
Continue Reading→One of those days
Mar
20
2012
By Dream with Magic!
I have got to be the best blocker of all time. When memories creep up on me I can usually block them so fast, I almost don’t have time to think about it. But today is one of those days. Every once in a while I have one of those days that the flashbacks come [...]
Continue Reading→Diaper Time
Mar
16
2012
By Dream with Magic!
My little brother was born when I was 3, when I was 4 my mom decided that it was time that I learned how to change a diaper so that she didn’t have to. Now you have to remember, back then there were cloth diapers with pins. Yes, at 4 while I was trying to [...]
Continue Reading→No Memories Of Dad
Mar
16
2012
By Dream with Magic!
If you haven’t noticed, I don’t call up many memories of my dad. I can call up memories of the beatings and other things from my mom, but calling up memories from my dad makes it so that I have some very rough days. Up until about 5-6 years ago, I would have flashbacks like [...]
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